Wednesday 19 December 2007

The Loneliness of Art

The silence oscillates around me,
not a soul stirs,
peace and tranquillity in every move
this loneliness unheard,
the emptiness in every stroke
every pencil shade I make,
as I pour my mood onto my paper
and wonder which direction to take ?
Can I find the words I seek,
to devour this open need ?
Can I fill the missing blanks
and gorge within this feed ?

Can I produce a masterpiece,
or a discontented muddle,
as I put my pen on paper
and my brain try to unfuddle.
My art can take me many places,
in the story of a rhyme,
in the whisper of the darkened trees,
in the drifting of a time,
in the hallows of my deepest soul,
in the passage of my dreams,
as I write and draw so furiously
is my life just as it seems ?

Or is it something I can unfurl
from this memory that I make,
or will I remain a dark enigma
twirling shadows that i take,
as the pictures dance from the pencil tip
and the stories that I find,
as I empty all my solitude
from the recess of my mind.

Wednesday 12 December 2007

"Cheeky Santa"

The snow had been falling for hours now, and was laying on the ground rather thickly. It was very pretty to look at even if a little cold, made for an excellent back drop for my plans.
You were due in from work soon and we were both off for two weeks, so I had booked something a little special without telling you, something nice and romantic, somewhere we could relax.
Before you get in though, there was something I needed to do, and that was to pack the car with clothing we would need, plus a few other provisions like a little food and some matches, plus the candles of course. How can you have a romantic weekend without candles, oh and a nice bottle of Zinfandel.
Once I had packed the car, it was time to get myself ready, in clothing that would surprise you. A nice warm and cheeky Santa suit.. I can’t say it suited me, but it was useful for what I wanted.
As I was fastening my last boot I heard your car door slam shut, you were home. I stayed where I was, sat on the bed. As you opened the door you shouted up to me, asking where I was, and climbing the stairs to see me.
As the door opened my jaw dropped to the floor, you were stood there in a very skimpy Santa outfit of your own, although yours was somewhat much more attractive than mine…
We didn’t speak as you crossed the room, not that I thought I was capable of words at this moment in time, and you stood between my legs and kissed me, before sitting on my knee and purring “Oh Santa Baby I know what I want for Christmas…” I was definitely the Santa to grant wishes tonight, and my surprise would have to wait, as somehow I don’t think you were going to wait…
As we kissed you slid your hand inside my Santa jacket and inside my bra, caressing me, as your other hand gently massaged my shoulder. I had one hand resting on your hip and my right hand slipped up your thigh and under your very short Mrs Claus skirt. Your skin was so smooth and silky, and very receptive to my touch, as you grinned at me.
You undid the belt holding my jacket together and pushed it away from my shoulders, leaving me in my bra, I shivered but it wasn’t from the cold. I laid you down upon the bed and lay next to you, my hand exploring your thigh a little more, rising up to your pert bottom and cheekily sliding inside your underwear. Not that I heard you complaining…
You suddenly sat up and pushed me back into the bed, so I was lying on my back, and you straddled me, caressing both of my breasts, as I reached up inside your little top and caressed yours. I could hardly breathe, the affect you were having upon me, your turn me on so much, just with the slightest look. I reached around and removed your knickers, making you raise your bottom slightly, so that I could get them off. As you went to sit back down upon me, I naughtily inserted my finger into you, catching you by surprise, my you were pleased to see me.
I moved my hips up and down, as you pushed against my hand in rhythm with me, I heard you gasp and you reached down to undo my trousers. As you did and you pushed them aside you got another surprise, I was wearing the present you bought me the Christmas before. It was a dildo in its harness. I wouldn’t normally wear it when we were going out, but I had been planning on surprising you, and although it wasn’t quite what I had in mind, I did surprise you.
You looked down at me and gave me a naughty grin, as you lifted yourself up and sat down on the dildo, allowing it to fill you. You gasped as it entered you, and I reached up, playing with your breasts, as we rose and fell together, in sync.
You leaned down and kissed me as I made love to you, and I wrapped my arms around you, holding you to me. We rolled over onto the bed so that I was over you, but that wasn’t what you wanted, you wanted me behind you, so you positioned yourself so. We rocked together, back and forth against each other, holding on tightly to each other, in the spoons position, so close together.
Suddenly I felt you tense and you let out a low moan, before digging your nails into my bottom, as you came noisily. We lay together for a few minutes as we got our breath back after our quick session on the bed, enveloped tightly in each others arms.
Now for the surprise…

Tuesday 4 December 2007

The Villa Part 2

I sit on the sand watching you as you walk into the sea, you look so stunning as the sun sets behind you, putting you into shadow. You turn to me and beckon me over, I get up and walk across the sand to you, we’re the only two people on the beach, which is next to the villa, in a very secluded spot. As I reach you I take your hand and we take a stroll along the sands, at the waters edge. The water is warm as it runs over our feet. It’s such a romantic setting, a beautiful golden beach, lovely azure sea, the wonderful orange and red sunset setting the sky alight, and sharing it with the most beautiful woman who is walking with me, and she’s all mine. What more could a girl want ?
As we walk the sun sinks lower on the horizon, making the sky darken and we’re still the only two people on the beach. As we near the villa the sun has disappeared into the sea and has been replaced by the moon, it’s a full moon and it creates the illusion of white sands stretching infront of us. I lead you to a spot on the sand next to the villa and we sit down together, just listening to the surf lapping at the sand, it is such a relaxing sound. We lay back on the beach, looking up at the night sky and the stars above us, I put my hands behind my head and close my eyes, just listening to the wondrous sounds of nature surrounding me.
I hear you moving on the sand next to me, but I assume you’re just getting comfortable, that is until I open my eyes and see you leaning over me. You lay upon me, your body parallel to mine, your fingers entwine in my hair as you kiss me. I clasp my hands around your back, holding you tightly to me. I love it when you lay upon me, it’s such a wonderful feeling, to have you so close and to feel your heartbeat in rhythm with mine, to share such an intimacy together, it almost feels as though we are one.
I keep my right hand on the small of your back, my thumb gently rubbing your skin through the fabric of your white vest, as my left hand sits just under the waistband of your shorts, softly caressing your bottom.
Your right hand slides between our bodies and under my shirt, seeking my breast as your left hand carries on playing with my hair.
We lay like this for what seems an eternity, just kissing and caressing one another. I look deep into your eyes, I could get lost in them, they are as beautiful as you are.
I put my hands on your waist and I roll you over onto your back and kiss you again, this time a little deeper. I can see the contours of your fantastic body as they strain against your clothing, you are such a lovely woman. I gently touch your breast through the material, I can feel how aroused you are as you catch your breath. I tweak your erect nipple between my thumb and forefinger and smile as I watch you bite your lip. I kiss you and slide my hands under your vest, grasping both of your breasts and massaging them. You raise one of your legs and push it between my legs catching me by surprise. I grab your hands and pin your arms down above your head, as I tenderly nibble your neck. Your groaning turns me on. I again kiss you deeply, our tongues twisting around one another as we both savour the moment. You catch me off guard and flip me off you before getting up and running off up the beach towards the villa. I chase you into the lounge where I manage to grab you by the waist and I spin you around and down onto the sofa. You lay there slightly breathless, sinking into the corner of the sofa. I lean across the arm of the sofa to kiss you but you grab me and pull me down onto you.
I take your hand and stand you up, kissing you as I lift your vest over your head, before laying you back onto the sofa. I make little butterfly kisses across your stomach and breasts, watching for your reaction, but you have your eyes closed. Your fingers find my hair and you try to push me lower down your body, but I’m going to make you wait. I want to kiss every inch of your flesh !
I take hold of your shorts and remove them with one tug, and I move up and kiss you, then I kiss your chin, and your neck and shoulders, as my hands glide up and down your sides. I move down to your breasts and across your stomach again, before pushing your deeper into the sofa.
You spread your legs for me to kneel between, and I run my hands up and down your thighs, and feel you quiver at my touch, as you lift your hips off the sofa begging for my touch. I slowly trace my fingers and lips across your skin, barely touching you, only feather light touches, enough to make you want more.
I can see the wanting in your eyes as I raise an eyebrow in question. You beg me “please?”.. Please what? What exactly do you want me to do ?
“Please… please make love to me !” you plead.
I run my fingers up your inner thighs, tickling you lightly, I tease you with my finger tip, running it within your wetness each time I reach the top o your thighs. Everytime I touch you, you moan and move slightly, trying to angle yourself so that I touch you more, but I want to take my time, I want to cherish every moment with you, but I’m not so sure you’re going to allow that.
As I kiss your sweet lips you bite my bottom lip gently, groaning into my mouth as my fingers tease you, running up and down you. Your hips move in rhythm with my hand, pushing against me. I put my finger inside you, not moving it, I rub my thumb around and around your clit, as you move up and down, making my finger move in and out of you.
Your hips are moving faster and faster against my hand, and I use this momentum and move my finger in and out of you, whilst kissing you harder and deeply. Your nails dig into my shoulders as you arch your back, pushing yourself against me, and you again push your leg between mine, moving it up and down. Mmm that feels so nice.
You drag your nails across my skin, causing me to cry out in pain, this seems to turn you on more as you scratch me across my back and then you cum very loudly in my ear, crying out with your orgasm, as I half collapse against you, my fingers still inside of you.
I can feel your excitement on my hand, as you lay still on the sofa, quietly relishing the moment, as you look at me through dark eyes, dark eyes with passion within, and mystery behind. You lazily smile at me and whisper “your turn lover.”

Monday 26 November 2007

The Villa Part 1

The Villa Pt 1
The sun shines on us as we sip our glasses of wine, legs dangling into the swimming pool. We’re on holiday at a beautiful luxury villa in Corfu. The surroundings are amazing, beautiful green hills on one side and the inviting blue green Mediterranean on the other. The view from where we’re sat is stunning and we’re in such a secluded place, nobody overlooking us. Privacy.
You look so stunning sitting there in your black tankini, black suits you so well, but it looks just as good off ! I slide into the water and stand between your legs, watching the sea, leaning back against your legs. You gently massage my neck and shoulders as I close my eyes and enjoy it, your hands are so soft and you know just what buttons to press. After five minutes or so I feel you slide into the water behind me, your arms wrapped around my neck and legs around my waist. I feel so close to you and turn around to face you, leaving your arms and legs in the same position, wrapped around me. We kiss passionately for a few moments, floating around the water together. I run my fingers through your hair and down your back before undoing your tankini top and letting it float across the pool. The feel of your breasts against my skin turns me on.
I gently push away from the edge of the pool and allow us to float on tip toes, across the water, still attached as one, kissing and caressing each other. I feel your hands reach around my back as you undo my bikini top and then slide my swim shorts down, throwing them to one side. I reach down and hook my thumbs into your tankini bottoms and relieve you of them, so they can join my swim wear.
We find ourselves in the middle of the pool, arms around each other tightly, bodies and lips pressed together. Your hands roam across my body, sending shockwaves through me. If only you knew what the slightest touch from you does to me !
You whisper in my ear “what do you want?” do I really need to answer ? I guess my body answers as you smile at my shivering from your touch. You tease me running your fingers lightly up and down my spine, sending tingles throughout my body. You swing yourself around me so that you are behind me and your lips find my shoulders and the nape of my neck, kissing me slowly and seductively, you know how it drives me wild. The slightest touch on the nape of my neck sends me crazy. As you’re kissing my neck and shoulders, your hands reach round the front of me and caress my breasts, god I feel like I am in Heaven. You have such a super touch.
I lean my head back towards you and you turn me around to face you, kissing your way around my neck, my ears, my cheek and my lips, your hands never leaving my breasts. We kiss with more urgency and your right hand moves between my legs, forcing them apart slightly, making access slightly easier for you, as you run slow circles around and around me, making me shiver again. I reach across to touch you, but you won’t let me, you shake your head at me and kiss me again, never once losing the moment with your hand and fingers. I can hardly breath with what you are doing to me, I am so desperate for orgasm, I can hardly bear it. I don’t have to wait long, and as I am there you insert your finger into me, so that you can feel it too. This causes you to catch your breath and to bite my bottom lip.
I take your head in both of my hands and kiss you hard, my tongue touching your lips, as I look deeply into your brown eyes, feeling the passion flowing between us. I push you back towards the edge of the pool, and carry on kissing you, showing my hunger for you. I want you badly, and I want you NOW.
As I push you against the side of the pool you put your arms out against the sides to steady yourself, and I kiss you again, harder this time, biting your bottom lip, as you did mine. I kiss your neck and your shoulders before slightly ducking my head under the water to kiss your gorgeous breasts. Your nipples are very erect, hmm you obviously like what I am doing, so I carry on. My tongue circles your nipple, making it harder, as my hand cups your breast, fondling it. My other hand sits tenderly on your hip, moving slightly up and down until you reach a hand down and take my hand, placing it between my legs.
I part your legs and take a deep breath before finding my way between your legs, my tongue tickling you as my finger enters you at the same time. You pull my hair within your excitement, but I need to come up to catch my breath, but I leave my finger inside you, feeling you squirm against it.
I come up for air and you pull my mouth to yours and wrap your legs around my waist, pulling me into you. I move my fingers in and out at the same time as our hips moving together, in unison. We rock together, with my fingers frantically moving in and out of you.
You kiss me again and then nibble my ear and tell me “fuck me!”
Your nails dig into my back as I move my hips against you, withdrawing my fingers as I pull my hips away, and entering you again as my hips move towards you. I can see the effect it’s having on you, in your bodies reaction. Your legs tighten around me and your nails dig deeper into my back as you scratch me.
Suddenly you stop moving against me and you arch your back, throwing your head back and you cry out loudly, as you throb against my fingers…

Thursday 22 November 2007

The Ride Home

I'm exhausted ! I've spent the last four hours at the leisure centre participating in taekwondo. I took up the martial art when I decided to turn my life around, I needed a discipline to help me get fit after losing so much weight and taekwondo was perfect. It worked muscles I didn't know I had.
As I turned and left the floor to gather up my stuff, I noticed you sat there, I hadn't noticed you come in, you must've arrived whilst I was in combat. I sat down next to you and kissed your cheek.
"I've come to give you a ride home." you say to me. "I'm glad, it saves me getting the bus, but I need to get showered and changed first." You stop me by putting your hand on my arm, "I like you all worked out" you say with a grin and a wink.
Mmm my mind goes into overdrive wondering what you're thinking. We climb into the car, it's a new one, nice leather seats, mm, I do love the smell of leather. That coupled with the jasmine air freshener and the fact you're wearing my Issey miyake, lovely. Scent is an amazing tool in the art of seduction !
I sit quietly, enjoying the ride through the country lanes, listening to the music "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis is on, nice and loud, a song we both like very much. I'm that engrossed in my thoughts that I don't notice we've stopped and parked, until you tap me on the shoulder. As I turn you kiss me and cup my face in your hands, sending shivers down my spine.
You've parked us in a forest copse, away from prying eyes, hmm I wonder just what you have in mind ?
As I gaze into your eyes I suddenly feel my chair moving back, I'd forgotten about the electric recliner control in the new car, but you obviously hadn't.
As the seat reclines flat, you push another button and the windows tint so nobody can see inside, nice and private. You climb across the seat and sit astride my knee's, you look stunning in your brown trousers and top, they really suit you. You lean down into me and kiss me, undoing the belt on my Taekwondo suit, sliding your hands inside the top and under my sports vest, lifting it slightly. My breathing is shallower at the excitement of your touch. I melt into your eyes, you are so lovely and I want you so badly. I reach up and run my fingers through your hair as your hands explore my breasts, teasing my nipples. I pull you down to me and kiss you deeply, my right hand caressing the small of your back. You kiss my neck and gently bite it, before pushing my tunic away from me and working across my shoulder, your lips are so soft and gentle. Your hands lift my white vest and push my sports bra out of the way too, revealing my breasts to you. Your tongue teases my nipple as your hand gently caresses the other breast, I gasp at your sensual touch. I reach down and slide your trousers over your hips and then caress your breasts underneath your top, they are so soft.
You had definitely planned this as you seem to have left all of your underwear at home, not that I'm complaining. I run my hands across your smooth silky skin as I lift your top over your head. I lean up and take one of your breasts in my mouth, playing with your nipple with my tongue and lips. I can feel you shaking gently with excitement. My hand slides across your waist and across your bottom, making you wiggle your hips gently. I lightly run my finger up your inner thighs, making you quiver. I do this a few times and watch your physically sag against me.
You, rather harshly, pull my bottoms and boxer shorts down and loudly say "I want you NOW!" Mm I do like a masterful woman !
Your hand pushes between my legs and your finger enters me as my finger enters you. We gently move in and out of each other, together, until neither of us can hold on and our movements become more feverent. We're almost moving as one, knowing exactly what the other wants, as our fingers frantically move in and out.
I feel you tense and your back arches slightly as you are close to orgasm, this causes me to cum and we both shudder at the same time. Our fingers remain where they are for a while afterwards, as we catch our breath. You lie across the length of me, in my arms. both of us sated.

Thursday 15 November 2007

A Little Nursing

"grant my last request and let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders, lay down beside me..."
The song plays out in the background as I lay on the sofa trying to stay warm. I've had this blasted cold for days and just can't seem to shake it, so instead I smothered myself in the duvet, put the music and laid reading my book.
I hear your footsteps as you open the front door, you're in early ! I catch my breath as you walk in the door and you drop your coat to the floor. WOW! you are standing there in the cutest nurses uniform ever. I'm not sure if my temperature has gone up due to my cold, or due to you !
you smile at me, a cheeky smile, with hooded eyes and say to me "I know exactly how to make you feel better !" as you cross the room in two strides, before pulling the duvet back. This action makes me cold, but somehow I don't think I'll be cold for very long ! You stand there, legs apart, hands on hips, looking at me lying there in my pj's.
"Better check your temperature" you say, as you sit on the edge of the sofa. I do so like your method of checking, it's original ! You lean into me and your hands slide under my pj top, running across my skin, I just lie there, holding my breath, as I wonder what you'll do next ? I soon find out when you grab my pj bottoms and yank them down and off, throwing them across the room. I am open mouthed, until you bend down and kiss me deeply. You whisper in my ear that they were in the way. In the way for what exactly ? I soon find that out also as your hand wanders down my body between my legs.
As you touch me I reach up under your little skirt and slide my fingers inside your panties. We both gasp as our fingers find their mark. Our hands and bodies move in sync, taking each other to the edge, but I withdraw my finger before you get there, causing you to collapse on top of me groaning. I grin at you and kiss you lightly, I certainly do feel much better. So much so that I am going to lead you off to the bedroom. I take your hands and we go up the stairs and into the bedroom. We stand against the wall kissing, your hands running through my hair and mine caressing your bottom. You push me across the room and down onto the bed, before you lay ontop of me. I roll us over so that you are on the bed and I am beside you. We carry on kissing and I remove your sexy little number, throwing it on the end of the bed. You pull my pj top off over my head and fling that too. As we roll further onto the bed I reach across the bed and pull your silk scarf off the chair, I tie it around your eyes as you emit a small moan. Next I reach into the nightstand and bring out two sets of handcuffs and proceed to fasten your hands to the wooden headboard of the bed. I look at you lying there, you are so beautiful and incredibly sexy, just the thought of us turns me on. I climb back onto the bed and kiss you, then kiss your neck and shoulders, gently nibbling your skin, this makes you wriggle slightly. I kiss your breasts, teasing you with my tongue and teeth, I know this drives you wild. So much so that you have wrapped your legs around me, mm that's a nice feeling.
I kiss my way down your body, enjoying the fact you are enjoying my kisses, also, knowing that in a moment you will get a surprise, and not one that you are expecting. That's why I blindfolded you.
As I reach lower you part your legs and I give you a little tease there, with my tongue, before getting up off the bed, amidst your complaints. I still don't say a word as I retrieve an object from the cupboard, it's the riding crop. I run the end of it up and down your inner thighs slowly, then across your breasts, arousing each nipple with small circles. I can see you biting your bottom lip, not knowing what is coming next. I bring the crop down across your leg gently, I don't want to hurt you. You gasp, hmm, I guess you like it, we've never done this before. I bring it down across your other leg, still not hard, but still causing you to catch your breath. I again run the crop across your skin, teasing you, before a couple of gentle slaps with it. You lift your hips off the bed with excitement, I can hear it in your voice when you beg me "please". I don't need a second invitation, as I climb onto the bed, kissing you as I unlock the cuffs and remove the scarf. As we kiss you push me over onto the bed and straddle me, playing with my breasts, caressing and kissing them. I slide my right hand between us and can feel your excitement. My finger enters you with ease and we rise and fall together on the bed.
I know you are close, I can feel your muscles tensing on my finger, as you can wait no longer, you pulse on my finger as you reach your orgasm, before you fall down upon me, and we lie there together.

Wednesday 7 November 2007

The Washing Up

We sit together at the table and enjoy our meal, along with a nice glass of Zinfandel wine, enjoying each others company. The silence between us is comforting, we don’t need to speak. Words aren’t needed, the love flows between us.
After we finish you go up to the bathroom and I fill the sink to do the dishes, I took advantage whilst you were away as you hate me doing them, but, they need to be done, or we’ll have them to do later. I have my hands in the water when you return and you tell me off, grabbing a handful of suds and pushing it into my face, this is war, as I do the same to you.
We fall about giggling at our childishness, but it doesn’t hurt once in a while to have a laugh, and this makes me throw more foam at you, causing you to fill a cup with cold water and throw it over me. Hmm, my shirt is soaked now, I must get you back.
I turn around and pick you up, I throw you over my shoulder and carry you upstairs, you’re going in the shower !
I put you down on the bathroom floor as I turn the shower on and look at you, you have a lazy smirk on your face, and I then lift you into the shower, but it doesn’t go quite as I anticipated as you grab me and pull me in with you, pushing me against the wall and kissing me, as you remove my shirt again.
You also remove my boxer shorts leaving me naked and at a slight disadvantage, but not for long, as I strip you of your clothes also.
We sit together on the floor of the shower, running our fingers through each others hair, as the water cascaded down our bodies and we kissed deeply. The sight of you sat infront of me turns me on no end, you seem to have the knack of that with me. I take your hand and stand you up, under the water as I reach for the shampoo.
I gently shampoo your hair and body, taking time in running my hands over your skin, I need to make sure its clean for you, and I can’t resist the urge to touch you. Your skin is slippery and wet from the soap and the shower, my hand finds your breast as I gently massage the soap in. you throw your head back under the water, letting it cascade down your breasts, and across my face as I take your nipple in my mouth, gently teasing it with my tongue. Your hands entwine in my hair as you gently pull it, pulling me closer to your body. I kiss across your chest to your other breast, gently tugging at your nipple, my hands on your hips. My tongue flicks across your breasts and across your stomach as I kiss my way down your body, savouring every last bit of your skin.
I kiss your hips and slowly push your legs apart as I kiss your inner thighs, teasing you with my tongue. My hands are now on your bottom, holding you tight and pulling you closer to me, as your fingers pull my hair and scratch my back. My tongue finds you, you are so wet and it’s not off the shower, you taste divine and smell so sweet, I love making love to you.
You’re breathing is very shallow as I run my tongue over you, tickling you, making you shudder. Your fingers grip my hair tighter as I put my tongue inside of you, I can feel your body shaking. I move my tongue around inside you and then I gently tug at your clit, taking it between my teeth, as well as putting my finger inside you, moving it in and out of you.
I feel your body shaking as you explode on my finger and tongue, your legs almost giving way, as you collapse into my arms, out of breath.
We lay together in the bottom of the shower, just holding each other, feeling the closeness of our love making and the sensuality of our skin against each other.

After Work

I’d been working at the museum for almost six months now and was thoroughly enjoying the job, it was something that suited me, and what made it even better was knowing I would be spending the evening alone with you.
I actually arrived home from work before you tonight, so thought I’d get dinner on cooking, we were having stuffed sweet peppers with home made chicken Kiev’s.
I stood in the kitchen, with the music full blast, you could always tell when it was me that was in. I’d put one of my all time favourite cd’s on, a little Vince Gill to create the mood, with a couple of candles lit, and the fire roaring away.
The food was in the oven when I heard you pull up in the driveway, I carried on cleaning down the kitchen, I was such a messy cook.
You walked into the kitchen and came up behind me, wrapping your arms around me, un-tucking my shirt from my trousers and running your hands over my warm skin. Your touch sent shivers down my spine, especially when you undid my belt and trousers and let them hit the floor, leaving me stood in my shirt tails and dark blue boxer shorts. They were the ones you bought me, the ones you said I looked sexy in.
I turned and wrapped my arms around you, breathing in your scent as I kissed you. You reached behind me and turned the oven down “don’t want it burning!” you said, as you took my hand and led me from the kitchen into the living room, pushing me down onto the sofa.
You knelt between my legs and kissed me deeply, running your fingers through my hair, knowing how much I loved it. I gently undid your blouse and slid it down across your shoulders to the floor and undid your bra, allowing it to fall to the floor with your blouse. Your breasts looked magnificent in the candle and firelight, you are so sexy and don’t even know it.
I slide myself off the sofa and kneel on the floor beside you, taking you into my arms and running my fingers through your hair, as I kiss your neck and shoulders, you catch your breath and I lay you down on the rug infront of the fire. I want to make love to you by the warm glow of the flames, and to watch the glow flickering across your delicate skin.
I am sat beside you on the rug and I lean down and kiss you as I remove your trousers, leaving you exposed in your underwear, but I’m not quite ready to remove them yet. As I move in closer to you, you reach up and pull me down onto my back, on the rug beside you, and you push my now open shirt off my shoulders, kissing me all the while. Your hand slips inside my bra, caressing my right breast, as I close my eyes and catch my breath. I reach my hands up and run one hand across your back, as my right hand caressed your bottom, sliding into the back of your panties, I know you like this as much as I do and it causes you to stop what you’re doing and to look me in the eyes intensely. Your eyes are the deepest darkest brown I have ever seen, giving you a very sexy edge ! You crush my lips with your own and then you whisper in my ear that you want me, before you nibble my ear and neck, your hands caressing my skin gently.
My hand gently glides over your skin and kneads your buttock before I move it around slightly, teasing you, but you’re not in the mood for being teased and you wriggle a little, allowing me better access. I can feel your excitement on my fingers as I touch you tenderly, you are so wet, my finger slides into you so easily.
I hear you snatch your breath as I gently move my finger in and out of you, and you kiss me hard. I play with you, moving my finger in small circles as I move in and out of you, you explode, throbbing upon me, gasping for breath, this turns me on, knowing that I can turn you on so much. I am holding my breath along with your excitement and don’t notice your hand moving down to my boxer shorts, until you find your destination and I gasp as you enter me. You rock with me as you move in and out of me and I can’t hold back any longer and go limp in your arms as I orgasm, this causes you to shudder as well, without me even touching you. You have that effect on me.
Once we have regained out breathing and our composure you take my hand again and lead me to the sofa, as I pick up my shirt and wrap it around me. You sit at one end and beckon me beside you, lying me across your lap, I lie on my back and gaze up at you, at your beautiful face into your intense eyes, feeling the chemistry between us sizzling.
Your fingers are entwined in my hair, gently playing with it, as you lean down into me and kiss me. We lie like this for a while before you say we must go and eat dinner, or it will spoil. I so long to stay in this moment together, but…

Wednesday 26 September 2007

What do I see ? (a bit of prose this one)

I see through my eyes,
but am never sure what it is I'm seeing,
is it the stormy winds ?
is it the raging seas, as they lash onto the beach ?
Or is it the powerful emotions hidden in the depths of time ?

I see the rainbow,
as it falls onto the sands,
yet even though I reach out, it's just far from my grasp,
still I reach, stretching further and further away,
searching for the answers of my life.

I see the sea fret,
as it rolls deeper in land towards me,
and i sit and sit, just watching the scene play infront of me,
and the landscape changes before my very eyes,
and I wonder what the future holds for me ?

I see passion and power,
a struggle for control of the inner turmoil
a dream once harboured, shattered into the dust of the sand,
and I sit and stare, never sure of what I'm seeing,
as I search for the answers of my life....

Moments

Moments I remember,
moments I recall,
deepest revalations
as I offer up my all,
I give to you my promise
I give to you my pledge,
as I hold tenderly these moments
and I give to you an edge.

I relish every breath,
relish every day,
as I say a silent thank you
for these quiet words I say,
as I sit here in the silence
and I sit here in the dark
and listen to the pounding,
of the rhythm of my heart.

Yet I know I can't ask for more
can't ask for this precious dream,
as it's becoming a reality
yet not as it may seem.

A Time In Life

My life flies past
with the speed of a sound,
discombobulating,
burying underground,
a souless expression,
a marching beat,
a clashing of images,
the stamping of feet.

I watch the sun rise in the east
see it set in the west,
imagery and trickery
some of the best,
as I head onto what my fate holds,
as my life carries on, as I grow old.

A discerning smile,
disarms my everything,
makes me wonder
what am I doing here ?
what is my life?
do I have anything to fear ?
hide the trouble and strife.

bury my head in the sand,
something I used to do,
not any longer,
I face it head on,
its made me stronger,
as my life carries on,
taking me to a higher level of understanding
deep within myself,
as I no longer leave myself on the shelf

Tuesday 25 September 2007

The Spare Room

You take my hand and lead me from the kitchen, all the while keeping eye contact. The fact you are staring intently into my eyes makes me feel incredibly horny. Never before have I been so captivated. You just ooze sexuality, and it electrifies the air, surrounding us.
We slowly ascend the stairs, you leading the way, with me meekly following. Do you blame me, with such a diving view in front of me ? Mmm.
You slowly push the bedroom door open with your back, holding both my hands in yours. I look worried, as I know what is in that room, but you silence my protests with your gentle butterfly kisses on my lips, you breathe onto my face, sending my pulse racing more than it already is, and you very quietly say "don't worry lover, I'll be gentle". What on earth do you mean ? I hold my breath as we enter the room. In the room is a king size four poster bed and a wardrobe in the corner. This is the spare room, the place we keep things out of sight.
You push me onto the bed backwards, I lie there watching you, unsure of what you want me to do, it soon becomes apparent what you want !
My legs are hanging off the end of the bed and I feel you slowly kissing my feet. I have never been one for feet, but there is something sensual in them, when combined with the heady mix of you. I can feel myself becoming even more aroused than I was , as you kiss your way up my legs, reaching my thighs.
I look down at you, kneeling on the floor, you are watching my every move with your sexy eyes. I want you ! You caress my thighs as you kiss them, working closer and closer, until... You gently dip your tongue inside me, sending pulses through my body. I can barely contain myself. You look up with a grin on your face and say "gosh somebody was pleased to feel my tongue, you are soaking wet." Before I can answer you taste me again, god, you are driving me wild with desire. your tongue moves in and out and up and down, while your hands are running all over my body. I grab your hair, I can't hold back any longer, you know exactly how to get a woman hot under the collar! You can feel me pulsing on your tongue, as I can't resist any longer and explode.
You kiss your way up my still trembling and glistening body, and when you reach my lips, you kiss me deeply, running your tongue inside my lips. You move around my neck with gentle kisses and whisper in my ear "now my turn lover."
With this you sit astride my body and I reach up to caress your magnificent breasts, god they are so soft, you drive me crazy. I make a move to flip you over onto the bed, but you place your finger across my lips and shake your head. I'm confused and try to sit up, but you push me back down. You climb off me and walk over to the wardrobe and unlock it, you remove an object and bring it over to the bed, wearing your sexiest smile, ah so that is what you want !
Again, I try to get up, but you won't let me. you slide your hand under me, gently lifting me up slightly, and you push the belt underneath me. I lie there as you fasten the harness onto me and I see you smile as you look at the object protruding from my nether regions. I give you a slow lazy smile.
You climb up onto the bed, kissing me hard as you climb on top of me. As I enter you, you gasp, throwing your head back, as we rise and fall together. As we move in rhythm I can feel your breathing quicken. The fact you are enjoying it so much turns me on. Suddenly I feel you shudder and you collapse on top of me and we kiss. All of your energy has gone, you are exhausted.
We lie on the bed facing each other and I stroke your hair as we gently kiss. As we kiss you undo the harness and throw it to the floor, we move up the bed together.
I lie on my left side and you snuggle in behind me, your left arm wrapped around me, holding me tightly to you, hand on my right shoulder. Your right hand is gently caressing my right thigh.
I hold onto your left arm tightly, and with my right arm behind me, holding your right leg.
We fall asleep wrapped together tightly.

The Babysitter Goes Home

We arrive home and pay the babysitter, who then heads home. The sexual tension between us is almost unbearable, it's sizzling. I want you so bad it hurts !
I follow you into the kitchen, as you pour us both a glass of Bailey's and I push you against the fridge, kissing you. I run my hands over your hips and up inside your top, touching your warm soft skin, it is so smooth.
Your hands run through my hair, pulling it, forcing me closer to you. I caress your back, looking for your bra strap, only to discover that, not only did you go commando, but you went bra-less also. "Much easier access" I think, as I caress your breast with my right hand. I gently tickle your nipple, I know how that drives you wild. I roll it between my finger and thumb, causing you to gasp.
I lift your top over your head and kiss your shoulders, working my way down to your breasts, savouring every inch of your delicious skin. I take your nipple in my mouth and tantalise it with my tongue, before working lower across your stomach, casually removing those restrictive hot pants in the process. You stand in front of me, naked, an incredibly sexy sight ! I am kneeling on the floor before you and I kiss your inner thighs, I know this drives you crazy. You part your legs slightly in anticipation, but I carry on kissing your thighs. I want you to beg, just for a moment! In a quiet voice, almost a whisper, you say "please", I don't need asking twice.
I lift you up onto the edge of the worktop and stand between your legs, I kiss you deeply before kneeling down in front of you again. I bury my head between your legs, you are so ready. I tease you with my tongue , running it up and down, and in and out, I sense your need.
I gently touch you with my finger and you hold your breath, as I move in and out of you, at the same time as my tongue drives you insane. you tense and I feel you throb against me. You reach down and grab my tie, pulling me up, kissing me hard. Suddenly you pull my tie off and yank my shirt over my head.
What have you got on your mind ?

Saturday 22 September 2007

Rekindling Magic - Adults Only

I sit here quietly, sipping my drink at the bar. I glance around the room, through the mirrors behind the bar. The club is heaving with grinding bodies straining to the throngs of "Hung Up" by Madonna, blasting through the huge speakers. It's then that I see her, she sits alone at a pillar, with her drink, she sees me looking and smiles. She has the most mesmerising eyes. I can feel myself sinking into them, I want to lose myself in them.
I find myself getting up off my stool and my feet are carrying me over to her, I have no say in the matter! I don't normally do this sort of thing, but I need to dance with her. I take her hand and lead her to the dance floor, our eyes never leaving each others. God, she is so beautiful!
She stands in front of me and gently sways in time to the music, using her body against mine, I put my hand into the small of her back, she grabs my tie and throws herself back. Even though we haven't even spoken yet, she trusts me. She rubs her body against mine, running her hands through my hair, pulling my lips against hers. I sink into her embrace, as we continue to gyrate together. Her style of dancing is so erotic, my heartbeat is out of control, she must surely be able to feel the affect she is having on me ? She nibbles my bottom lip, I let out a gasp and she leans up and whispers in my ear "you like that ?", more a statement than a question. I can only nod, I am incapable of words, this girl has my total and undivided attention. At this moment I would gladly give her anything she asked for.
Again she grabs my tie and casually circles me, still holding it, staring into my eyes intensely, "I love a woman with a tie on" she whispers before kissing me again. It's like we're the only couple on the dance floor, everyone else has melted away.
She takes me hand and leads me from the floor, through the people, it's like the parting of the waves. Everyone moves for her, she is so damned beautiful. She leads me to the darkest corner of the club and pulls me into a sitting position, in a booth. She then straddles my lap and deeply kisses me. God, this woman is sexy, I want her so badly. As if she senses my need she whispers "patience lover" before kissing my ear and neck. If we weren't in a club I would be unable to exercise any constraint. As it is she is undoing my shirt buttons from the middle, she slides her hand inside, gently caressing my breasts. I can't breathe! It's a good job she is sat on my lap, I think we'd be thrown out for indecency.
I casually look around to check nobody is watching, there are couple locked in embraces everywhere. Has she done this before ? At this exact moment I don't really care!
Her fingers have undone the belt of my trousers and the fly, my God it's hot in here! She runs her hand along the edge of the waistband, forcing her hands further inside the trousers. I knew it was a good idea to go commando! All my thoughts stop as she reaches her destination. "Oh, now I know you like that" she purrs into my left ear, as I emit a sharp intake of breath, whilst she adjusts her position slightly. Her soft fingers move lower and lower, she is driving me wild with desire and doesn't she know it ! She hits her mark and I almost fall off the chair, but she won't allow me to move at all. I grab her hips as she works her magic on me, she grinds herself into me, pushing me further and further over the edge.
My fingers find the leg of her hot pants, I can't help but slide them under. I am not the only one to have gone commando! Nor am I the only one to have enjoyed our little display ! As I touch her she holds her breath and bites her bottom lip, I kiss her roughly and move my hand in time with the music. We hold each other tightly, oblivious to all that is around us, knowing that we could be caught at any moment.
Afterwards we sit together and share a bottle of wine, before she stands up, kisses me full on the lips, grabs my tie and pulls me back onto the dance floor, moving to the sounds of "Rain Down Love"."One last dance lover, before we go home and relieve the babysitter ?"

Thursday 13 September 2007

My Friends

I see the sunrise, across the land
I feel the warmth deep within your hand
you hold me tight, please don't let go,
the trust and love I have, I try to show.
But I'm a person who hides behind,
the wall of emotion, and leave to find,
another memory, another chance
another heart, another glance.

So on I go, hiding whats within
as I start and end my life of sin,
as I cherish the smile you sent to me,
a heart of love only I can see,
as I build my life up from the ashes,
before it flies and quickly passes,
and share my dreams in this form of words,
and hope the tears are never heard.

I thank you all for the love you give,
the way you give me for something to live,
if I hold you dear and all so close,
my heart will never be morose,
as I take a hard knock on the chin
and kickstart my life as its about to begin.

Thanks my friends.

Fear

I feel my fear as it surrounds my very all,
it encapsulates me makes me small,
terrorises every breath,
as I try to smile in this face of dread.

I ignore the pressure that grows inside,
as all my fears burst me open wide,
I grin and bear it so to speak,
yet deep within I feel so weak

I deeply ache though I smile and joke,
I hide emotions, deep inside I choke,
I try to focus on the good I share,
and try not to show how much I care.

But until I know the positive outcome
I hide behond my wall of humdrum,
and cherish every waking dream,
as things may never be as they seem.

The Spirit

As I approach the castle,
lying dark and foreboding in the mist,
the shadows comprehend me,
like a story with a twist,
discombobulating memories
shroud my every sound,
as I walk within these walls of time
and have a look around.

A figure stands from high above,
staring down below,
is he watching what I do,
or willing me to go ?
Then I realise that where he waits
no floor is for his footing,
so how can he stand so tall and proud,
calmly watching and looking ?

Do I see an apparition
is this what I came for,
have I got the finally proof
of an afterlife and open door ?
Or is this ghost a figment of imagination
playing with my mind,
one thing's for sure within my heart
I won't be left behind.

Life

So many emotions run through my head,
challenging promises never once said,
dreams and related screaming my name,
is this for real or only a game ?

Nobody knows what life will deal out,
happiness, sorrow, together no doubt,
but the way that we choose comes deep within,
as our lives carry forward to a time to begin.

Nothing is easy as we forge on ahead,
a mountain to climb from a word unread,
making an obstacle so hard to climb
as onwards we plod, taking our time.

But things said in haste are never so grand
causing untold promise at the flash of a hand,
so taking our time is the only way how
as we start our lives only we know how.

As we look to the future and know not what it holds,
and we stand up so tall, with power so bold,
and march at the enemy stare right in its face
and long to be counted in the deep human race.

Tuesday 17 July 2007

Relish In My Dreams

I open my eyes too see what's around me,
but, honestly, what do I see ?

Do I see a desperate longing for something I'm not,
or do I find pleasure in all that I've got ?
Would I be happy seeking out something more,
as I cherish each memory as I open the door,
I can't rewrite history and change my being,
as I become a better person that I'm seeing,
yet I challenge emotions that I hold inside,
as I knock down my barrier and sail on the tide.

My confidence soars as I relish my dreams
and although my life may not be as it seems,
I hold onto my everything,
so tight and so close,
as I smile in my memories at the life I have chose.

What is Love ?

What is love ?
Is it power ? Is it passion ?
Is it unbridled emotion ?
A deep seated longing ?
A need to be held ,
an aching inside ?

Define all your feelings,
rool them down into one,
what word are you left with ?

Is love a normal emotion ?
Is it when your heart pounds in your chest ?
Is it when you see only one infront of you,
and you get a tingle at their touch ?
Is it the butterflies at the thought of them ?
Or is it the togetherness within ?
Can you define "love" ?
can you say what it means ?
Is it something that can be described ?
I don't think it can ...

Sea of Ideas

Swimming in a sea of ideas
floating on the sea of tides,
Wondering which way my life will turn,
which lessons am I deemed to learn ?

Romantic interludes, elongated passion,
love and emotion, like its going out of fashion,
a dream, a flicker, a hope in the rain,
a simmering glance, from what I can gain ?

A chaste kiss on the cheek, can mean more
perhaps it can unlock that sealed door,
or a full blown sharing can give you it all,
as you listen to your hearts call !

So many signs inside left to read,
so many ideas left to dream,
as life twists, turns and lands,
as we lie together, within the sands.

Monday 16 July 2007

The Tide of Love

The world melts away, as we enjoy the closeness,
the love between us bringing us nearer,
the time drawing in, as the moments pass by,
the freedom within each other
as we cherish every moment we give.

Not a word I can choose, can touch on the pure emotion,
the love, the lust that flows within us,
nothing can give the justification I seek in your arms,
the perilous task of loving you,as you give to me, your pure love also.

I sacrifice my everything when I look deep into your eyes,
as I watch you sacrifice your soul to me,
as we relish the tenderness of the moment,
regaling in the effervescent illuminous of us.

I realise how special a bond we share,
as we know the other's thoughts,
as I float away into my neverland,
never wanting to come back down to earth
as I lose my inhibitions within your arms.

Monday 9 July 2007

I can witness a miracle, as I close my eyes and see,
the love that's all around me,
the love that releases me,
as I drift off into oblivion, and imagine you with me,
I can witness a miracle, in the sweetness of this dream.

This heart of mine aches inside, as I cherish every smile,
the tenderness and memories, make it all so worthwhile
and I relish every kiss you give, within the darkness of the night,
as contentment over takes me, and I'm lost within this light,
as I witness such a miracle, that I've closed my eyes to see,
how much emotion brings to us, within the pleasure that I seek
and I relish every passing day, with the freedom that you seep,
and I pour my heart into your own,
as we share this life together, never all alone.

My love grows stronger over time, as I know it does for you,
with a promise of a pledge, a heart that is so true,
together it's us against the world, yet I know love conquers all,
as I listen very closely, to the sound of your hearts call,
and I sink into oblivion, dreaming of your touch
and I'm thankful of this love you give, as I'm surrounded by so much.

My love, my life, my everything !
For My Granda....

Time passes an eternity as I sit herewatching, waiting, praying, hoping, wishing
to no avail as the sun sets on the horizon.
Despite waiting for what seems forever,everything remains unchanged.
It's the same today as it was yesterdayand as the days I spent here with you.
The crystal waters lapping upon the sandthe dunes hiding things around the corners,
a dene left to malevolent beastiesclambering among the dewdrops and daisies,
the birds in the sky call your name
as their swooping wings narrowly miss you.
The pitter-patter of the marching antsas they hunt for food.

Isn't it amazing how a wondrous place
can spark many memories of yesteryear,
Childhood memories of a treasured Granda
Who has travelled from one life to another,
Taking with him memories of love from a child

This has actually been published...

Thursday 5 July 2007

Bosnia

I hear the guns,
the shouting, the calm,
I see the passion, the frenzy, the harm,
the killing spree they relish upon,
the hope is fading, friendships gone.

"All for what" I hear you say,
as you watch another dream stolen away,
"religion" the cause of many a war,
as the shelling falls upon anothers door.

So many lives lost, so many gone
dead and buried, where they don't belong,
angry mobbing as it deathly unfolds,
of a story deep and yet never so old.

These words seem so futile as I try to recall
of a day without dying, as I show you my all,
yet no freedom of fighting can desist any pain,
as the war wages on, but surely,for what gain ?

Too many families served with death and destruction
yet a strong determination so full of combustion,
through the pain and the suffering a door opens wide
and onwards I travel, through to the other side.

As I witness the horrors that lie there before me,
and I close up the cabinet so only I see,
and pray for an ending of war so tattered and torn
and shut off all my images of families forlorn.

Forever they'll stay buried deep in my soul,
etched deep on my tablet, no promise no goal,
for the times that they went through ended today,
as they live on in memory in every single way.

In Memory of everyone who suffered at the hands of Slobodan Milosovich.

Timeless Pleasure

I can hear the words in my head,
the words I never speak,
as thought they haunt me
in my head to keep,
do I ignore them or say "hello",
do I share them,
just so I know ?

A timeless pleasure
a rain sundance,
a disconcerting renaissance,
so devoid of malevolence,
a deep insurgence of word
as I try to make myself heard.

Heard amid the din and clutter,
an uneasy silence as I quietly mutter,
unable to share the lines I know,
as I wonder which way to go,
a deliverance of perseverance,
and a will to succeed.